Feeling bored so came to update abit... Hmmm recently still looking for job.. Haiz.. i'm going to become crazy le... No job no income... Haiz sian.. Hope can get job by may.. Today is fen's advance birthday celebration... Don know wat to wear later... Headache :( Gum still got that bao.. Pain.. :'( Think another few go c doc.. :(
6 May friend birthday again.. Have to spend money again.. Haiz Broke le can't buy so X.. Really hope to get a job by May.. :( Actually don know wat to update le.. Hmm everyday miss baby.. :'( Haiz..
..~*MOODY*~.. I have a very terrible pain yesterday... I couldn't sleep well yesterday.. But no choice have to take Panedol... Becos.. My gum got *TOOTH BAO*... Is something like the gum get swollen n is around the tooth.. Really TERRIBLE pain... Just recover 3 weeks ago now come back again.. Mum say i heaty that y come back.. DAMN IT SO PAIN... I hardly eat but have to eat the other side.. Pain Pain Pain.. Mum ask mi to put salt n rub the gum area where the bao grow... So that it bleed out then will recover faster.. I hate having tooth bao.. it really can make u pain until u can kill urself... Haiz.. fen birthday coming this mon (30/4) n now i having this terrible pain... Couldn't eat the hard stuff.. Haiz... Hope on mon will recover.. Terrible missing baby.. If he around, even though i'm in pain at least i can hug him.. Or even he can concern mi abit.. at least i'm not so pain.. Haiz.. Half Yr more.. Today is our 15th month anniversary... *Alone* :( He somemore on guard duty.. want to chat with him online also cannot.. Haiz.. sian..
Shit! Where is my previous blog background color? I couldn't see the pink color... It become white.. :(
Today actually got an interview at beach road the Keypoint there... But i overslept didn't go... For the position is Junior Admin.. I had thought that the place is far as no near by mrt station.. I have to alight at Lavender n walk quite a distance to reach there... I know i quite picky but this time is i overslept not i don want to go... Have to find another job le...
Later afternoon, meeting biyu to buy fen present... Haiz don know wat to buy for her... I broke liao cannot buy too X de... Really broke liao.. Have to borrow money from dad.. As my pay for the previous company haven give mi.. :( Haiz Sian.. No money no life... Hmm then evening will meet mum... Cos she need to buy some present for her frenz too..
Guess got to stop here le.. Miss Baby so much.. *Muacks*
I STILL HAVEN GET A JOB.. That day went for interview.. Say will give mi a call... But until now still haven get it.. That mean no chance already.. So today send around 8 resumes to 8 companies.. But they haven reply... Hopefully tml will get some call for interviews ba.. Haiz.. Haiz Haiz.. I WAN A JOB I NEED MONEY I NEED SAVING FOR MY HOLIDAY TRIP... I WANT TO BUY THINGS.. Haiz Haiz.. Haiz.. No job how to get those... :(
I don know y i'm so emotion... Seeing his pic, i couldn't control n cry out again ;(... I promise him not to cry but then still done it... I miss him so so so much... Just couldn't stop thinking of him... It just passed nearly 1 months only... And i don know how i could hold my tears for the next half yr... Every time went i'm in the road seeing those couples.. I'm sad, becos i don have my next half to accompany the whole journey.. :( I always tried to think positive but then will still make mi feel sad... Andfeeljealous n lonely...:( I know he only leave us for 7 months not like he wouldn't come back.. i also know i'm being complaining of this so many time... But then i just couldn't stop..
Now is 1 am n i haven sleep.. Cos watching youtube (Tong Fang Zhu Li Ye).. New taiwan drama show which my best frenz recommend... Damn is so nice... N is so romatic... Haha.. Got my fav actor inside.. :P Keep on rushing the next ep... Guess will sleep when i am very tired... Haha Came here to update while waiting for the show to load finish.. hehe ok..Hmm.. today evening baby's mum call mi... Abit surprising... hehe... She say so long nv see mi... so ask mi to go her house tml for dinner... Hmm actually abit pai sah.. But still agree to go... As his mum had called mi, i cannot becos pai sah then push away ba... :P As baby say she treat mi as family that y call mi for dinner.. Hehe... but then Shy leh *.^
Hmm tml have to call the manager whether the pay when i can get it... if nv take will confiscate as wat my mum say... Nv take i also die... Cos waiting for this money to buy present for fen n clothes for my graduation... Hmm hope can get on wed or thu ba... Ok got to stop here n continue my show le...
Baby i miss u so so so so so badly... wat can i make myself not to miss u so badly leh... haiz.. Sobz sobz :'( love u forever.. :-@*muacks*
hmmm yesterday night after my work around 8 plus, i call the company HR manager regrading the job that i not intent to carry on. Becos really can't get use to working all alone with no other gal around... n is 1 person do 2 person job... can u imagine is so stress... plus have to purchase alot of things in time... if not they will rush n u will have to rush supplier.. that will make u more stress n blur in some tme.. this few days working there not really stress becos i'm new but as time pass... i think i really cannot cope with so many task.. :(the gal taught mi this few day, work until this month, n i know myself cos i learn thing very slow, don know if she left i can do well ma :( that y decide to find another job.. at least maybe next job got some gals to talk to... :P guess peeps will find mi very picky.. but becos i just don want alone in the workshop with no other gals... if is u, will u stay on with no gals n lots of ABNNs (foreigners) plus work 2 person jobs? hmmm guess also will like mi.. haha... So today was being ask no need to go back... regrading the pay, they say will count for mi... but don know when i will get it... :( hopefully faster come... cos i broke after buying some clothes for this job... :( in the end i nv stay on.. :P Yesterday, alot of calls call from the job agency ask whether i'm looking for job ma... hmmm bus mostly is 5 n half days.. hmmm maybe u peeps find mi picky again... cos i ask for 5 days job... cos sat n sun want to rest ma.. :P haiz see how ba if still cannot find any one.. i think i no choice have to take 5 n half days de.. hopefully can near my area lor.. cos don have to wait up early.. :P Think have to stop my boring topic.. hmmm tml maybe go out with my best frenz... long time nv go out with her.. :P tml my cute cousin will be coming to my place n stay 1 day... hehe.. she sure happy de... :P Guess nothing much to update le... Baby i miss so badly... haiz... still so long then u come back.. :( take care of urself.. *muacks* *hugs*
1st day of work... hmmm not very gd... :( Wake up 615 in the morning, then bath eat some breakfast then leave house around 7.05am.. Reach boon lay interchange have to take No.79 to the company.... So when reach already so many ppl queuing... Wait around 10 minutes then bus came... Reach company around 755... early 5 mins... Then, was like waiting there like a fool for around one n half hour then they ask mi to take their lorry to the workshop... Haiz... shouldn't ask mi so early to go down... but then nvm.. haven finish... Then, reach the workshop... Ohh Myy Gosh!!! The Admin Assistant not around... I was like Damn! then i call back to hq... Wait there for another 30 to 45 mins again... =.=" Cos she went to see doc n nv tell the hq... also don know got come back ma.. Haiz.. I was like... idiot y don the hq give a call to the workshop 1st... ok nvm... Then, the manager ask mi to go back the hq after talking to mi some tasks that i need to do for the future... Huhhh!!! Go back!! Tot if the girl nv come back, maybe can go home earlier... then tml then start training... :( Haiz... no choice Take their lorry back to hq... But then reach hq... got learn abit of think... Learn their software system... is something like they check in n out de system... after 5pm... wait there another 30 mins.. then another person teach mi some petty cash voucher thing.. Until 6pm then go home... Hmmm today still okok lah.. but just angry that wait there like a fool lor.. :( Oh ya another job agency call mi... haiz... Say now got a stable job as a receptionist also next jurong area but got free transport at Jurong Point... Haiz.. i don know i really can get used to Male enviroment.. Haiz.. i scare i really will get bored easily.. don know want to accept this job or take the receptionist... Maybe try a few days... but then receptionist job wil be gone.. :( Haiz.. think 1 day count 1 day ba..
Having Interview at Jurong East Central.... Actually i wanted a Admin job... but when i go over there, the position is Human Resource or Receptionist... i was like Huhhh... with some shocking face.. hehe no lah not so serious.. that Huhhh!!! ok!!! hmmm... then interview around 45 mins ba... they as mi go hm n think about the HR position as for Receptionist mostly wun get it... Commitment for HR is very high... Must on hp 24/7, must really serious, must very responsible etc... i scared i very stress after taking this position... so nv give them call... hmmm after interview went to eat mac as i didn't eat breakfast... Then when to take my washing gel at jurong area... then went home...
12th April 2007
Went to next interview at Taman Jurong, Don know the place take cab down... this time is Admin job... but in a male working environment... No gals!!! if i'm successful then will have to work with guys... at 1st was shocked to heard him saying... :( but then after awhile ok lah.. just will be boring lor... :( 5 days per week... mon to thu 8 to 6 n fri is 8 to 5... ok lah not bad... He say he will consider... then give mi a call tml (13/4/07)... so ok lor.. Then after interview... damn !! it raining so heavy until i can't go take bus... hmmm.. then no choice wait around 15 mins decide to call for cab... then wait another 20 mins, cab then come... rain still heavily.. then reach home rain gets smaller... =.=" hehe...
Hmm.. today morning around 1115am when i'm still sleeping... the job agent call mi... n want to recommend mi another Temp job but also Admin... n so ask mi for interview... then no choice have to go down.... the place is near bugis area... but i'm not very sure so decide to take cab when reach bugis... by the time reach bugis, its rain so heavily... plus the cab full with ppl... i no choice have to wait n was late for interview... but i think she don mind cos i got called her n told her that still raining so heavily n cab is pack with ppl, just don reach there at 5pm.. :P actually on my way to bugis, the company that will give mi a call.. call mi n ask mi to try working 1 weeks.. i told her that i later will call back... hmmm then at the job agent side, i told her that the company called mi... she say then try that job... take perm better than temp... i actually want the temp job cos maybe is not a male environment then i wun get bored... but then she say the environment not bad de.. keep asking mi to try the perm.. haiz.. then ok lor... try lor... at least got job... take 1st then say ba... :( So monday start work le... have to find formal wear.. :( after interview went to bugis walk walk awhile then frenz call to meet... he drove over to bugis then went to vivocity to watch movie.. OHHH damn disgusting man... we watch the "T'ristas' like a show that kill American ppl for their intestines, kidney etc... Oh my gosh!!! it gross... yucks!! 2.5/5 cos too gross already... :P after that he send mi home.. hehe free ride home... :P
Hmmm... now just passed 1 week.. baby fly over 1 weeks le... i trying to get used to it without him de days... say until he leave mi like that... no lah i mean get used to being alone... Miss him still have... but not so she bu de like the day i send him to airport... :( Everyday just onli wait for his sms... no choice but to wait for him... Hope time pass fast as i working so that is the time he should be back... hehe.. Baby i love U n miss u so much...
Today went to Sin Ming Road(Bright Hill) n pray my both grandpa... Omg! the weather is freaking hot... Over there is like baking bread... We r the bread.. Haha... Okok!!! back to topic..... After praying, it started to rain.... and we caught the rain alittle... Went to bishan hawker, n eat lunch.... Then, went to bugis n pray again.... After praying, walk walk awhile then straight back home.... Hehe!!! Home Sweet Home...
Nothing much...
Oh Ya! i get back my result... Sobs Sobs!! my GPA drop 0.1... 2.36! Y no 'B' this term... all 'C' de... :( but then now complain also no use... Blame myself for my doing well... LAZY!!! That y drop... Sad Sad!!! Don't know will affect my future... Mean now looking for job will affect ma... Haiz Haiz Haiz... Hope wun affect!!!
Yesterday night, chatting with baby, seeing him in the web cam... Feel happy... but After when is mahjong time... i have to sign off n play mahjong.. Mood swing very fast... Maybe i lose so much during that game n cause mood swing... Or maybe i miss baby so so Much... Cause the whole game to be moody... In the end, i lose the game n argue with my brother becos of my attitude during the game...
I went to my room... Shut the door... N prepare to sleep... But actually i didn't sleep... eventually, i cried...
I cried maybe the game or even i think of baby....
But then, i know y i cried... I Miss Baby... that cause mi to cried... :'( My mind keep thinking of Him... Every image reflected in my mind is him... i couldn't stand it n so cry out is my way to release my emotion...
I know i promise him not to cry anymore... but i just can't help it...
Sorry Baby!!
Will try to hold my tears... n not to cry anymore... I don't want to be a crybaby anymore!!!
That moments i cannot tahan anymore n so i cried out...
He saw mi cried, asked mi not to cry...
But i just kept crying cos i couldn't stop until reach airport then i stopped...
The time passed so fast that onli left less than an hour to accompany with....
I told myself not to cry anymore but in the end went sending him to the departure entrance...
My tears started to flow down again...
i couldn't stop crying as i really she bu de him...
He hug mi tightly before going in....
I know he also she bu de but still have to go...
Recall seeing his back leaving Singapore, i couldn't stop but just cried again...
But then,
now cry also no used le..
But just hope time really passed fast so that he can come back faster....
N hope he do well over there..
As for mi i will find job 1st....
Then work n save money together...
Which he said, to save money together...
Hmmm... think i must really work hard to find job...
Baby i love U.. Jia You! i believe the day u come back , u will get what u want... i mean slim down n become muscular... As for mi will have a stable job n happily wait for u to come back... Muacks!
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