All alone at home today to friday... kinda of can't use to it.. but then i have to.. they went holiday n left mi alone... haiz.. if i call u to come down n pei mi, will u travel all the way to pei mi this few night?
i really hope that u will...
is kinda of scary when u r alone at night..
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Ytd night i cried... don know wat wrong with mi... Emotional all the time when i think of u... i couldn't control... n make myself suffer... hope thing get better if i don think too much...
Just finish exam last week... N passed my birthday last week tooo.. Got confident for passing? Confident on passing 1 module with a 'A' grade... another 1 just hoping can get a 'C' grade... was quite stress when the exam getting near... Haiz..
Birthday how i celebrate? hmmm just went out with baby... for lunch, movie n dinner.. he surprise mi with a mini cake... n brought mi a heel which i choose on that day itself... not much surprise he give... :( still hoping there is somemore after the mini cake surprise.. but maybe i think tooo much then led to disappointment... :( hmmm dad n mum brought mi perfume which i don really like the smell.. but still thank them for giving... brother no gift but a sms greeting... friend give greeting on facebook n some on sms... then, reach home 9 plus cos no much plan after dinner... :( was kinda of sad that my birthday is end like that... but then no choice baby had to work next day..
Recently, i feeling very emotional... something that make mi so emo but i don know wat... my house now become more ppl.. become more crowded... got to share room with my brother... which i hate most... in the past when i sleep alone in my room, i can fall asleep easily n sleep throughout the night.. but now... becos of my auntie move to our house... then my brother have to let the room out for them n shared room with mi... that is i hate hate most.. i can't sleep well at night... cos always been wake up by my brother.. he will sleep very late at night as in very early in the morning like 5 to 6 am... then will make so much noise... like bang door loud.. shift thing loud.. n so on... i hate it... And the most hate is that he still let his gf to come n sleep is like 1 week got 5 days is sleep at our house... i hate it... already so cramp liao still bu pai sah... Thick skin come sleep.. y mum n dad wun say him... always he do thing he always right... n i kenna scolding... i just nag abit.. then he pissed off.. afterthat mum will scold mi.. WTF.. my room if u want to come in sleep can u pls make in clean n neat... i hate it when u put all ur thing on the floor n don want to clear it... i hate it when u hang ur clothes at the back of the door, when it is so stink.... i really hate it when u sleep in my room... i really hate it whenu bring ur gf back n sleep in my room too... when auntie moving out.. i cannot tahan... i want to have freedom... with u inside my room i have no freedom... i'm sick n tired of my life now... although, weekend i can stay at baby house.. but i can't every week stay.. his mum also will not like it.. even though he n his mum nv say anything.. but i also must automative abit... don do it so often until his mum don like.. :(
haiz sometime i sleep beside u, i can't feel that u r beside mi... is like an stranger beside mi... i can't feel u r there for mi... sometime cold sometime hot... it not like last time the feeling... Can u feel it?
tml until friday... i'm alone at home with my dog.. cos my family n auntie going for holiday.. n left mi at home.. even tot is good.. i can have freedom for 4 days.. but.... i'm scared been alone... y they go on weekday... :( baby also can't pei mi... cos is so far for him... :( haiz... school start today.. so fast with no break after exam...
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