Wake up today, my eyes swollen.. :( Becos of yesterday night i cry.. Don really want to mention so much cos don want ppl to know.. The only thing i can say is heart broken, sad, disappoint.. And and and... don know just sad..
See her cry, my heart pain. Couldn't control my tears from flowing down.. I kept crying n crying.. He nearly kanna beaten by him.. luckily we hold on him.. But in the end also kanna get out of the house.. i know he is in the anger state that y cos him to say that.. :( I felt so useless at that moment... i cannot even stop them.. :'( sobs.. Hope he can come back n say sorry.. If u admit n apology, they sure will forgive u.. Just promise WUN HAPPEN IT AGAIN..
I n baby together for 19 mths le.. Happy 19th Monthsary to baby! i love u muacks.. Waiting for u patiently over here.. :P
Being very lazy to update nowadays... If update also Nth much to update.. Sian..
Now is Chinese Ghost Festival month, but, it seen very few people pray for this ghost festival.. N ge tai also becoming lesser n lesser.. Maybe most of the people don really want to believe this festival or don bother... i also don know... but to mi i believe pray at least to have a ping an... Not i think too much but just follow what my parent do n say lor..
But some how, at night when want to sleep will become abit scare.. don know y.. maybe after that few days having nightmare or after hearing wat my brother say about his experience... then started to make mi scare... Haiz maybe i really think too too much... =.="
At work, when want to go toilet, i always finish fast n go fast... cos heard from my colleague say she hear something when there is no one.. after she say i notice that is the toilet i always use.. Eeeeeeeee... so scary.. :( Haiz always when Ghost Festival make people feel so eerie..
Ok let stop the eerie eerie story le...
Hmmm work started to get busy le.. but then still can manage.. Thinking of open an account so that i can save up at least half of my salary... but mum say open an saving account which deduct monthly with a small amount until 1 , 2 yrs.. but i'm thinking whether i still will work long ma... but now also don have the mood to study.. i don know.. i really don know.. N also don know wat course i will be taking if i want to study.. Really headache.. My parent n bf want mi to study more.. i don want to let them disappoint but haiz... i don know.. :( Ma , Pa , baby don blame mi for not having any plan or maybe don really intent to study.. i really don know how my future will be.. Haiz.. I'm sorry.. :( but i will try..
Haiz... think stop here le.. boring life :( sad sad
I miss baby so so so so so so so so much.. U come back my life will be full with colour.. :)
Hmm since so long nv update le.. let mi recap some ba
Last two weeks, have my bbt.. but HAIZ failed.. have to take another time.. another have to wait 2 more mths.. =.=" will have to try very hard again..
Last week get my OT pay.. damn short of 90 plus.. :( have to take by this mid month.. but don know will give correct ma..
Then nth much just very stress at work... cos AO(Annual Official) coming soon that y slowly become more n more busy.. also don know how AO like... maybe will be more stress than now... hope can everything go smoothly by that time...
Recently baby told mi his hp bill very X... for sms only like over 200 bucks.. :( feel upset... cos i ask him to sms mi everyday... but haiz i nv expect the bill to be so high... so now one day will like sms 2 to 3 smses... even though is lesser but still got sms so still ok lah...
Hmmm today took half day leave... cos decide to go dentist n take out my back tooth which always give mi problem.. :( Haiz toothless le.. hehe just one tooth then say toothless.. crazy mi... :P At 1st was alright not so nervous but when want to inject make it painless, i was like HELP ME !!!! :( but still ok... then later on start to take out my tooth... then is like still pain.. so the doc inject again... Last but not least the tooth is out... bleed alot.... :( Total inject 3 same as wat Siti my colleague say... But ok lah.. take out le feel release.. if not i keep having toothache when i'm too heaty... hehehe.. i feel so brave.. hehe no lah just becos i very afraid of seeing dentist.. when i'm small until now... in the end i still go.. :P MC one day tml... actually the doc ask mi how many day i want... hmmm i just say 1 day will do cos thur is public holiday.. so rest 2 days will do.. don have to rest so much.. just don eat hard food jiu hao le.. :P
Haiz... nth much to add on... will stop here...Miss Baby so so so much.. Ouch! pain.. :P
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