Today mood not good... don know why... lesson as usual... but class not like last time... since the school start this sem... everything like change... this is wat i thought in my mind... i like becoming very strange to them... not like last time will talk crap around.. bullying each other... slack around... hmmm... actually to the guys among themselves they still got talk crap n everything but to the gals.. i don know.. i felt i'm unpopular to them... teach them the practical, they don really like n wun follow :( but when she teach them they will follow... i feel so sad want to cry sometime... :'( sometime i felt like no same topic i can talk n join in de... even though i have, they don really join in the topic... talk awhile n will end very fast... haiz... i really felt i'm becoming transparent... i don wan to be another piao piao... i don know what have i done... maybe i'm a straightforward whenever i talk wun use brain to think... maybe i have hurt someone in advance... i also don know.... What i can do ?? i really don want to have this type of life which no meaning... got frenz like no frenz... i don want !!! i don wan!!! As for today i think i only spoke less than 10 sentences to them.. break time.. :( they all surf their net n talk among themselves... i was like just sitting there n listen wat they talk n the same time i surf my net... i don know how to write in here... just really felt moody for the whole day... after school eat dinner in school, the half n hour, i was like eating no talking... i just quiet for that half hour... listen wat they say... guess they also nv bother mi ba... can i say out to them? i really hope we can like the 1st yr... talking crap together.. share feeling with each other... but haiz... :(
baby thank for being my side when i'm moody or feeling down.. but then even though u console mi i will still be moody whenever i am being left alone.. :( that no way i can do.. but then maybe i think i too sensitive le.. think too much for everything... nothing will happen de..
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