M i over sensitive?
Thursday, July 30, 2009

Recently, i feel so stressed out. Mainly becos of my exam is coming n i don really prepare yet... Just go back school last mon & ytd for revision n tips... but it seem like i have to study all... :( My period is late as i'm too stresses out... actually not only exam that stress mi, there is other... Like money which is always my very main reason... like relationship... i don know is it related to relationship ma... but i had the feeling... i don know is it i over sensitive or i pms... i just feel that he is very side to his mum side than to my parent... i don know how to say... but i just got the feeling... this weekend, he rent car. i feel very happy cos i don have to take public transport home... to get crowded with abnn.. but.... this weekend is mainly together with his mum n his brother... mean his family... he got say b4 that if he rent car will drive my parent out but eventually if i nv ask for he also wun do that... i know i'm unreasonable to have such thinking... i not mind going out with ur family but i just feel......... haiz don know how to put in word.. i know u love ur mum alot alot... i also love my parent tooo... i just feel that sometime can u think of my parent abit... just abit also can.. i know my parent is chu ren... hard to get along but just think abit for them n for mi... each time u think of ur mum, like want bring her go where when u rent car or when u got car.. my heart feel upset that u did not even mention to bring my parent to where... i don know u can feel ma... even though i show sian sian face, n keep saying nothing nothing or pretending nothing actually there is... i just don dare to say out cos i know u will get very pissed with mi... u will feel i'm a unreasonable gf... i think i love u more than u love mi ... that y always have unreasonable thinking... i don know my emotional very easy get shake...
Haiz i stressed i just cry... cry cry cry.... sad sad sad... emo emo emo emo... keep all sad thing in my heart.... think the memory is full liao... got to burst out liao..
No wonder my friend say mi y everyday i'm sad de... becos keep too much in my heart but don let go... :'(
Hopefully u nv read this entry ...
i don want to quarrel becos of this...
i will pretend nothing n forget it..
but i think is hard..... :'(



by Kelly ; 10:59 AM
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